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Meltngfrog
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Gender: Female
Interests: playing Basketball, watching my friends play ball, drawing, doing anything w/ hands.. origami, lanyard, oil, pastel, watercolor, charcoal..., hanging out w/ friends, chatting online, talking on the phone, sleeping in, hanging out at church,reading,
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Member Since:
1/9/2003
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so i tried running this today.. unfortunately i died 2.5 miles in and resorted to alternating running and walking the way... i'm sooo tired... and my legs hurt! i was crazy to consider doing a 1/2 marathon... -.-
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| i haven't really liked the person i've seen myself being lately.... i feel like i'm consumed by selfishness... the desire to do things my way, on my time, w/ my resources. i react too often in pride, anger and frustration, rather than gentleness, humility and endurance. i was so critical of my peers just a year ago for their attitude towards life.... the selfishness i saw in them, but now i find myself falling into the same trap... and i dont like seeing it in myself. i really must learn selflessness, grace, humility... and i really must be in prayer much much more. sigh... | | |
| wow, it's been a crazy week. i'll be glad when today's over =) i wonder if this is what it's going to be like in the future for every deadline... | | |
| today was a long, busy, but thought provoking day... hmmm... good stuff
it included thoughts on:
10am-1pm Adelphe - am i trusting in God... what does it mean to fully trust... what does it look like.. and what areas do i need to trust in Him more?
1pm-4:30pmWork - eh, work's work. =P not much thought there... unless it's what hold down to use to strap the posts to the foundation under a tension load caused by a seismic force ;)
4:30pm-9:30pm Kaleo
- how have i grown in 2008,
- what is the purpose of praying in groups, how does it deepen our love for each other and our love for God?
- talked w/ tiff about how it's hard to spend time w/ God if you're upset or are having 'issues' in life... cuz i feel like i'm not coming before God w/ the right mindset or heart... but then it gets worse, b/c by not coming before God, my heart gets hardened, and its this downward spiral... so instead, even when i dont want to or feel like i have the wrong heart attitude, i should still even bring that before God and continue to read and pray -- so that He can work even when i'm not inclined to swallow my pride and listen... dunno if that makes sense.
- then spent a long time talking to her about FCBC issues. haha =P... about family camp, officer's meetings, the attitude of people at church, the lack of efficiency in FCBC's organizational structure... etc..
all in all, a packed day. and i still havent done my BSF hw -.- haha... well that will have to wait till tomorrow.
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| wow, these past few days have been filled with good conversations with friends ... i've been able to reconnect w/ some elementary school, hs, and undergrad friends. the talks are very encouraging. =) it reminds me of how different each of my friends are, and how different my relationship is w/ each of them is, but also how sweet the differences are. there's much i've learned from all of them over the years =)
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